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A Hardest Week

今週は今まで一番大変な一週間だった。
その中でも一番大変だった日のスケジュール。

11/14 午後6時 起床

午後8時~翌11/15 午前8時 いつもの職場で勤務

午前8時30分 急いで帰宅し、シャワー&着替え

午前9時~午後3時 仕事を手伝って欲しいと頼まれ、自宅近くで雑用のバイト

午後4時 帰宅

午後5時~午後11時 職場近くで同僚と12月以降の人事に対する討論会(愚痴大会?)

午後11時20分 帰宅

11/16 午前0時 就寝

約30時間起きてました・・・バカです。

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3年目って

もう本当に頭にきてる!!
こんなに頭に来たのは、このところなかったよ!

数日前に久しぶりに姉からメールが来た。
そこに書かれてあった内容に愕然、そして激怒!
今思い出しても頭にくるわ!
その内容ってのが、「旦那が浮気してた」
今年の4月頃から、どうも旦那の様子が最近おかしいと感じていたところに、ある日旦那が風呂上りで帰ってきた(バカだ)
その時旦那は適当にごまかしたらしいが、「疑い」が「確信」に変った姉は行動に出た。
まずGPS携帯を旦那の車に忍ばせ、夜中に旦那の携帯チェック。
大体の行動パターンを把握したところで、探偵に依頼して総てを洗い出した。
相手は職場の女(敢えてこう表現する)で、旦那と2人の子持ち!!
アホか!!!
探偵から、調査結果を聞かされて、気が遠くなって倒れそうになったと言ってた。
そりゃ、そうだ。
残酷な事実を告げられたのだから。
それでも姉は黙っていたくはなかったので、仕返ししてやった。
探偵から相手の旦那さんに電話、旦那の勤務先の課の課長さんに電話とファックス、人事担当の課にファックス、総務課にファックス!(こんなサービスもあるのね) 
おかげで2人は別れたらしいが、まだ連絡は取り合ってるらしい。
姉の仕返しは、人によっては「やり過ぎでは?」と思うかもしれないけど、個人的にはそれでも足りないと思う。
だって「裏切りの代償」だからな。
結婚して以来、人が変ったように家事をこなしながら、仕事を続けてたのを知ってるし。
その見返りが、これでは酷すぎる。

ここでまた個人的な意見を挟ませてもらうと、「浮気」は当事者の相手一人を裏切っただけではないと思う。
結婚してるのなら尚更。
2人の結婚を心から祝福してくれた、両親や親戚、友人は?
浮気相手の方も同様。
今、姉の旦那に会ったら、「お前、結婚式で俺の席までわざわざ来て言った事忘れたか?」って言いそう。
このメールを読んだ日が、丁度仕事のスケジュールを変えれる日だったから、日帰りで帰ろうかと思ったよ。
本気で!

今まで姉がこんな事を相談して来たことは今まで一度もなかった。
「誰にも言えなかった」と言う言葉が、姉がいかに苦しんでいるかを物語ってた。
「まだ誰にも言わないで」
近くに住む母にすら言えなかったらしい。
それでも旦那の方の家族は、今回の件を知ってるらしい。
いつもあっけらかんと笑う姉。
人一倍、負けず嫌いで、バスケの小さな大会で負けただけで悔し涙を流す姉。
そのくせ家に帰れば、またあっけらかんと笑う。
そんな姉が凹む姿が目に浮かぶ。
今の時点では、離婚するのか、このまま続けていくのかはわからないから、進展があったらまた連絡するとメールは締められてた。
返信したメールの返事は、まだ来ないけど・・・近いうちに状況が分かると思う。


渡る世間は~~~

今日は日本語で書こう。
このところ自分の心境が文章に思い切り出ちゃいそうで、ごまかしつつ英語で書いてたからなぁ。

今日は職場の事を。
ライブを強引なスケジュール調整で予定に組み込み、そのライブの時間以外は仕事してる・・・
OUTRAGEの最終日は、さすがに無理あったかも。
あの日以来、極度の疲れてる。
常に睡眠不足気味。
朝、身体が重~い。
その上、明日は5時起き・・・本当に起きれるのかな?
「なんでいつも睡眠不足なんだろう?」って考えてみたら、致命的な事実に気づいたんですね。
その事実・・・

「一日の予定を考える時に、睡眠時間を考えに入れずに予定を立ててる」

バカだなぁ・・・

職場に復帰して、2ヶ月ちょっとが過ぎて、なにやら職場での雲行きが怪しくなってます。
前々から断っているリーダーの件なんですけど、半ば強制的にやらされることに!
断っていた理由は、仕事での責任は激増するのに、待遇は全く変らないから
今「では自分が犠牲を払って~~~」なんて、心の余裕は正直ないし。
でも結局自分がやらないと、他の人に迷惑かかるし~って、仕方なくやる事に。
それでも「まだその話は受けてないですから!」って事ある毎に言ってる。(ある意味、都合の良い言い訳ですね)
職場では、そんなキレ気味の台詞を吐いても、家に帰ると気が抜けて一気に疲れが出る。
はぁ、これが世の中ってもんですね。

明日も早起きだ。
今夜こそ早く寝ないと!

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Outrageous Days

OUTRAGE
HOME TOWN SPECIAL EVENTS
NIGHT OF THE GRAVE DISORDER

Hey dudes,
What’s up ? It’s been a while. I’ve been keeping me busy and away from the net. And I can’t sleep well every night. Now I can hear Megadeth’s ‘Imsomnia’ in my mind. Dave is shouting ‘I can’t sleep !!!’ in my mind. No, I can’t !! You can guess one of the reasons as reading my previous entries. The other is musical excitement ! Yeah I saw OUTRAGE in Nagoya finally ! I bet you know they are from Nagoya. It’s great to live in city where they are from. It was great opportunity to see them on the stage. Hey I jumped into their 3 shows ! He he 3 shows !! All shows was like ‘A party at home’ All people smiled all the time. It was great atmosphere all nights.

Nov. 3rd, Nagoya OYS

It was the first night of these events. All songs they played with their friend, Kuma, at the night were the songs they wrote in 80’s. Thrash Metal era. I don’t know much about their songs in the era, what a shame !, because their CDs are out of press at the moment. So I only know some songs I can listen to on ‘IT’S PACKED !” EP, but I absolutely enjoyed ! Hey I don’t have any cds before ‘THE FINAL DAY’! They played tight and Kuma was pretty good ! He’s so friendly guy. He always talks to fans and his friends, even off the stage. Of cause they knocked this shameless fan out !

Set List

1.Just Believe In Me
2.Blind To Reality
3.Call Of The Hunter
4.Death Trap
5.Black Clouds
6.Peyote
7.The Truth
8.Step On It
-Encore-
9.Under Control Of Law

Nov. 4th Nagoya TAURUS

Second night was pretty interesting. They played songs from 90’s ‘THE FINAL DAY’ to ‘WHO WE ARE’ with singers from the bands played before them. Hey they didn’t play any from ‘WHO WE ARE’. I can guess the reason why they didn’t play from the album. ‘WHO WE ARE’ has different taste from others. Mixed many musical factors they liked into it, I can say it has chaotic, though I still like the album.
All most singers did great. Only Nakano of LEBERATED STAIN missed some lyrics of ‘VEILED SKY’. Maybe he was so nervous to play with the greatest band or just forgot some lines suddenly, but who cares ? It was the night to spend great night with the band. All fans sang all lines and some fans slammed themselves in mosh pit. I didn’t get into the pit because I wanted to enjoy only the music. I just kept my eyes on the stage and sang along.
Oh hey I can’t finish about this night unless telling you ‘HOW BAD ?’ Mr.Tange (Drums) called ‘Hey Kamiya, where are you ? ‘ from the stage. I thought ‘Who’s Kamiya ? All singers already played with them.’ The guy showed up on the stage was a long haired young guy in IRON MAIDEN Tshirt. I guessed he’s a fan, perhaps he’s in the band. I don’t know. He was shaking his head and shouted when the band played. He introduced all members of the band in the end with his shout. It was funniest moment of the night.

Set List

1.FANGS
2.LIVE UNTIL YOU DIE
(feat.Youichiraw from RIGHT BRAIN)
3.MR.RIGHTMAN
4.WINGS
(feat.Kouichiraw from DEFLOCK)
5.VEILED SKY
6.MIDNITE CARNIVAL
(feat.Nakano from LEBERATED STAIN)
7.WE SUCK
8.SAD SAVIVER
(feat.Takei & Shinya from SHADY GLIMPSE)
9.MY FINAL DAY
10.MADNESS
(feat.Hash-Royal from JUNKY WALTZ)
11.HOW BAD?
(feat.Kamiya)

Nov. 5th Nagoya HUCK FINN

Unfortunately, I’ve gotta work at the day and do over time. What a bad luck... When I got to the club, the band was preparing and the place was packed. So I had to be in back row. That was okay. I didn’t miss any parts of their play.
At the night they played the songs they wrote after previous singer, Mr.Hashimoto left. They played so heavy, loud and groovy !! I sometimes felt their were out of this place. I mean they were so musically high like stoned. They were so into playing and played spontaneous. It reminded me of Jimi Hendrix. I don’t know why. I was just reminded by their play.
Kamiya jumped onto the stage again. He was surfing on the crowd and the crowd pushed him onto the stage. LOL He tried to get back to the crowd several times, but the crowd pushed him back to the stage and called his name. The band played a song called ‘KA・MI・YA’ for a joke. That was so funny ! ‘SATORI PART Ⅱ’was amazing in the end. It was featured Japanese Drums and everybody at the place was into their play. It was the best jam for ending of this events.

Set List

1.HIT AND RUN
2.BREED OUT
3.BRAIN STORM
4.PANIC RIDER
5.KA・MI・YA
6.DEADBEAT
7.BIG MOUTH
8.SATORI PARTⅡ

I left my contact info at goodies before I left. They announced they would send a gift to fans joined to all shows. They didn’t tell what it will be. Tonight I got an email from the band telling they will send a tshirt with names of fans joined this events. Yes all of us ! Wow that’s a great gift from them.
Thanks a lot for OUTRAGE !! I really enjoyed all shows ! Needless to say, I’m so glad to live in your home town. I will get another opportunity to see you. I’m sure I will ! Thanks a lot for fans being kind to me at the show. See you soon.

OUTRAGE, YOU’RE THE BEST !!


First Gig

Good evening dudes,

As mentioned in my previous entry, I'd been considering if I join Iron Maiden's gig for some reasons. You can guess my decision. Yes, I was there tonight. I hesitated to jump into it during this period, but I was so exhausted mentally and physically (don't worry I'm okay physically) that I really needed for a switch. When I decided, I realized Francoise doesn't want me to live in sorrow. That was what I said to Geraldine. How ironic ! So I did to change my mood. Befor digging into this entry, I should appreciate my buddy helped me to get the ticket. It was a pretty good seat, 5th row from the stage ! Thanks a lot !

Needless to say, the band was brilliant !! They sounded way better than cd !! They played all songs from new cd in order and some classics. When I joined singing the intro of 'The Fear Of The Dark', I felt adrenaline rushed through my entire body.
I'll tell you funny thing, though not about the gig. My tears fell down from my eyes at the moment. It's hard to explain, but my tears fall down when I got the feeling far beyond expression. When I'm way too happy, I tear. I'm so glad, I tear. Sad, I tear. It's weird, isn't it ? I don't mean I cry all the time. The tear fall down a little bit when I express my 'too much' feeling. I guess it's only outlet I got. It started about 5 or 6 years ago, by the way.
Let's back to the gig, all members run across the stage, not Nico, he needs to settle in the drum kit. I couldn't believe they are so energic ! They are already around 50 yrs old !! I'm sure I wouldn't be able to run like them when I got 50. And Eddie !! He's always cool !
At the end of the gig, they throwed guitar picks, drum sticks and water bottles etc etc... I got Dave's guitar pick !! It was under the seat of front row and no one noticed it. That was lucky !

On the train to my flat, I remembered it was the first gig I've joined in Nagoya. Also it's already been a year since I moved to this city. I remember many things tonight. Of cause, remembered I love Heavy Metal music !!! *double horns*

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